12/4/25

Sorry I haven't made an entry in a while(though I doubt anyone's reading this xD).
I'm tired today. Like really tired. It's a problem. I fell asleep while writing and I imagined my friend approaching me and the room changing colors..
Ok soo I have dentist appt today, club, homework and I just got back from my trade school and oh boy today was funny. My group went downstairs one by one and refused to tell me what was going on- lowkey I was actually getting pissed but it was more sheer stubbornness I stayed up there and called them instead of walking down. Eventually I went down but went to the sound room instead which I need to do more. Very chill Anyways apparently they were gossiping 0.0 which is crazy but kids will do that. I wasnt shocked to find out who it was they were having such an extensive conversation about but it's still kind of sad to hear. I'm glad I wasn't there for it and was instead reclining in the smelly sound room . I might update my website soon. I used to have a link to my webserises but I hadn't made it so I replaced it with smth else. Well now I'm working on it! And surprisingly Adobe animate was just what I was looking for.

12/5/25

It snowed! But it was more flurries and it turned into ice and multiple buses got into car accidents. Then of course refused to delay so. Today was boring- still kinda is. I'm mostly looking forward to dinner, I'm pretty hungry. I was tried again as well and fell asleep during my benchmark. Oh my gosh my dad's pissing me off. I've been looking forward to dinner all day and he just came home telling me we can't go. Idgaf!! They iced the roads after the issues this morning they're just fine. Ugh I'm annoyed. And still hungry.
update: we're not going. My mom said that if my dad said the roads are bad we shouldn't go. annoyed but sure I guess. Saftey is the priority. She wants to watch Inception tonight with me which is fine but it's like 3 hours long and I know I can focus for that long but its when im in a theater. I can't focus too great at home. Now the question is...should I be productive or chill. idk man Im not sure I have the mental capacity to do something productive but then again adobe animate is strikingly mindless and relaxing.(for now) maybe both. both is good.
update 2: I ended up just working on my website.. also catbox.moe is down again I really need to transfer all the images hosted on there to postimages :/

12/26/25

No blog entries for too long. Sorry folks that read this(if you exist). Been busy doing jack shit. What to talk about...
well Christmas was yesterday but no presents for me yet since my family is doing it a week after. I'm applying for scholarship oppurnitity buy I can't think of what to put in my damn portfolio(none of it's good enough) and im watching Stranger things. I KNOW I KNOW SUE ME. I've only just watched episode one today and it's... it's alright. No season 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 but its definitely a season of a show. People were right, the writing and dialogue is more cheesy this time around which is sometimes okay but it seems particularly noticable this time around. Oh! I have a new toy to add to my collection- my friend got me a tf one starscream legacy figure for christmas so thats nice. His transformation was kind of hard but once I got it down I remebered how to do it. Cool alt mode, pretty root mode, happy me. big grin. Last bit for now; I'm working on a accesible digital copy of "What Happened at Cambridge IV" by David Langford(just have to check the formatting) to post on website. I enjoyed the different kinds of darkness serises of short stories a lot(as you can sort of see here) and was dissapointed to see the only story I couldn't find online was my personal favorite, Cambridge IV. I let yall know when it's up, I encourage you to check it out because it's a good standalone story and entry of a serises.