1/6/26

Christmas and New year's has come and passed; it's January 2026 and the people are saying it's the new 2016. I couldn't disagree more. 2016 was not 2017 or 2015, it was the transition period and I have feeling it sucked, but I don't know for sure because I was 6 years old.

1/6/26

The first half of the semester is almost done and all i have left to do is some final tests. Idw 2005 reading is going strong. I'm on transformers vs ROM and enjoying it cuz well spoilers i guess., ill make a dedicated page for my idw updates like hollows world(thanks for the inspo!). When im make it, ill link it on my live media reactions page so look out for that.

1/14/26

Its been a week but thats okayyy
Today is skybound day!! Yay ya yippie! I'm on spotlight on Sixshot for idw now and and.. I have my first prosecution trial today for mock trial... I'm not worried about cross or my direct much anymore(still need to go over it before hand) but it's more my presentation I'm worried about. My mom says my presentation is too casual and not at all like a guy with a PHD...which is fair I guess. My view of a guy with a PHD is so smart about something he’s casual about it you know? Like I am with transformers. I know every crevices I can get into so I'm not read it off like memorization, I'm speaking about like I actually synthesized the information years ago. But I can see how that looks like I'm not good at acting I guess. Also, yesterday during practice, I referred to myself as: 'man' and then one of my coaches is like: "we gotta figure out pronouns" which is funny because last time I shrugged about pronouns lmao. I immediately said she/her cuz that's the best fit and then he was like: 'but you just called urself a man' and then I was like: 'its more of man thing you know like casual guy we're all men and guys and dudes. Not literal'. And he said the older folks prob wouldn't get it and that really made me laugh cuz its true. Side tangent but the whole thing about 'we're all men, guys and dudes' can be unconscious misogyny, not always though! It's more like if you call a girl man and she's fine with it but when you call a man girl they're uncomfortable- which is totally fine but assuming 'man', 'guy', and 'dude' are always gender neutral pronouns assumes male/masc pronouns and presenting people are the default(and that others women). Ok sorry about that lowkey I think I should write a full opinion piece on this and post it on here because my 'rattalks' page is pretty desolate at the moment. Welp, time to check if batcavebiz updated their transformers EU comics page because this morning it was NOT updated and I was SCARED.
ITS BLOCKKED WHAT??? ITS NOT BLOCKED AT MY TRADE SCHOOL WHAT. whatever man. Ill check later then.

1/22/26<

New semester started yesterday, not to bad. Caffeine has been my savoir but I'm hoping I won't have to rely on it much longer and the labs I get can tell me why I'm tired all the damn time. My friend got mad at me this morning cuz I couldn't hear him very well so that kind of bummed me out and I went to sleep instead of eating breakfast. I'm eating in my second pd now though so. SHITT SHIT SHIT FUCK I FORGOT MY SHIRT. SHIT. MY SHIRT FOR TRADE SCHOOL. WEIRDER THINGS SHIT. BROTHER. Ugh theyre gonna killll meeee. Fuckk im sucha dumb ass.
okay. Whatever. Its fine. Im sure theyll understand. Anyway . Kae is nice she won't be mad

1/23/26

Tea has stopped working. I fell asleep in math today, not a deep sleep though just a hazy, half awake slump. I think I'll do a blog post on spacehey asking if anyone knows how to stay awake without caffeine because I don't want to have to chug 5 coffees before school. The people there are good at answering questions. Apparently in Canada the trees will explode because it's so cold. Oh yeah, snow storms coming- 8-12 inches. Hell yeah! Heaven yes!
We got our registration forms today but because I'm a little nerd, I only get 4 class slots(one for each of my required classes) becuase the other 4 go to trade school. I'm taking chem, english 101, health 2(why...), AP AB Calc and...for social studiess.. I don’t know. I want to take modern world but I love to overachive so I’ll probably take AP Modern World. I skipped out on APUSH and went straight to the test so maybe I should actually take the course this time(even though I did well on the test). It's about improving my brain and myself, not credits. I don't think having 4-5 APs under my belt is going to get me into NYU or SCAD for film. Or maybe it will. What I'm more excitted about is SENIOR YEAR!!! I'm taking advantage of a free education and taking all the classes I want. AP Psych! AP LIT!(or lang) World Religions! AP CALC BC! PEAK!!! Senior year will be so goated... Class will be so much fun.,. Can't wait.
New book just dropped, we're reading Animal Farm. minimu..s.. in english class.

1/30/26

Chromedome I'm gonna send you to HELL. NO WAY.
Expressway to HELL.

Snow days for days. A big winter storm hit the east coast of the US and canceled school for me for 4 days! Unfortunately we didn't get enough school to cancel school for a week, so here I am, sitting in school on a 2 hour delay on a Friday. I'm not mad though, it's only for 1 day and I got to go in late. I started Animal Farm, it's good so far. I can feel my brain swelling. I caught up on Fallout(sort of) and oughhhh I'm hooked. Just need to watch the latest ep that came out Wednesday. They're sending me down the coast to hang out with other girl scouts but I'm not worried about making friends because the people left in girl scouts at my age are either geeks, freaks or overachievers. I get the blessing of being all 3. I'm happy to say I'm on level for literacy in my state and have the highest score my teacher's ever seen. Sweet. Feeling like I need a fun drink and a good book. Some kind of schedule..