10/5/25

Been a while since I updated. I made a SpaceHey acc: here ...like yesterday lol I saw DEVO yesterday with my best friend. And let me tell you; they're AMAZING live. B52s were there too but honestly, DEVO was much better and Mark Mathersbaugh clearly still has it. Graphics were very cool but I think they used AI a little bit which is disappointing(kinda funny tho). My friend got us both Energy Domes. I felt so...devo... Also New Jersey smells like rotten eggs

10/8/25

Today's Goretober prompt is puppetry. I really enjoyy this "SpaceHey" thing very cooollkm,
my art may be regressing or something or I'm not improving fast enough cuz drawing simple things is getting harder. School and doing literally every other creative thing has got me booked! Maybe I'll see some improvement during goretober, though that'll have to be pushed along with some studying(I have a list). Working on My First Blaster; I got the barrel shape out of styrofoam and I might work on the rest of the basic shapes tonight. I alwqays say stuff like that. Who am I kidding I have to study- I've got like 2 big test tomorrow! Ugh ough uh (I'm taking damage). I think I'm gonna make a what do you call it, . shit a blog. A blog entry here and on SpaceHey about the various ways me, my friends and my friend's mom came up with for extracting all the liquid from a human being. Rate them on efficiency, quality and mess. Yeah that'll be cool.

10/10/25

FUCK YEAH. validation. I know it's no good but I love it when I get validation on my intelligence. My unweighted gpa is over 3.5 and i get to get a pin for it. Im not an idiot!!!
bored . I finished all my work but like I have ants in my pants I got to movee. In all seriousness it feels like I have ants in my hair cuz I'm wearing a plastic wig rn. Anyway I had a dream about gay moby dick last night. Idk what that was about but it was kinda beautiful.

10/12/25

rant below:
I can't stand the food waste in my household. My dad keeps buying things in bulk, assuming me and my mom will eat them and when we don't, he get's angry. I don't eat cheese like that. Who eats cheese like that? No, I don't eat cheese as a snack everyday why do we have 3 big bags of cheese. we are a family of 3, none of us eat cheese like that and if he didn't know, why didn't he ask? I get upset when it goes to waste and tells me to just eat them. I don't like cheese like that! I eat it alone rarely, so yes it's going to waste. STOP BUYING CHEESE. WE DON'T EAT IT. and you know what he does. buy cheese. And where does the cheese go? In the trash. And what happens to the people? They starve. More food waste. More cows milked day in day out probably in the most inhumane way they can get away their torture is for nothing. I feel disgusting for it but eating a shit load of cheese makes me disgusted too. Cheese is ok, I don't like it that much by itself. Cheese isn't even good for you every single day. I hate to say I'm selfish and want to persevere my health in exchange for the lives of others starving. the waste the waste the waste the waste
I would not plead with him if I didn't think he could change. He's done it before, he can do it! He has! I believe in him if he would just listen to me.

10/15/25

School feels like it's taking forever to get through this week even though we have a day off? Ugh I just want it to be the weekend already so I can finish my prop gun and go to comic con with my friends(goal is to find anything Transformers related, specifically the goat; Ultra Magnus). Trade school for the last two blocks isn't as much of a reprieve anymore because we have to work on pitch decks and we started yesterday and it's due today. Ohh my gosh. WTTD is being worked on for real now. Not that it wasn't before but I’ve started test animation(3 secs in lmao). I got to read and write more but art's kinda my thing so I need to get better on that front first and foremost. I wish I could go on neocities and spacehey during school..
9:20am: very tired, yawny. coffee will save me(not it won't and I wouldn't drink it anyway)

10/21/25

Woah, it's been a hot minute. I need to write clearly for a science paper and thats pretty tough for me to do in two days.

10/22/25

What? You not changing colors?
tmmrw I'm getting conked as in I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed and ill be high as fuck. Therapy dogs came to my trade school today, they were so cuteeee my fav was zoe she was like a small ball of long white hair. I'm sort of stressed about my classes cuz I'll be missing 3 days and believe me: a lot can happen in 3 days. They kept telling me I'll be well enough to do the work at home but to be honest? I can barely do my work when I'm perfectly well at home let alone recovering from heavy sedation. I hope I don't say anything bad.. I get horrible when im delirious. like . ugh,, I am kind of excited because I want to draw while high and I think that'll be cool. To see what i make. Titte robot tittie(me tomorrow morning probably)

10/24/25

oh boy. I didnt sleep last night cuz of the pain in my mouth ugh. Wisdom teeth were removed yesterday, everything went smoothly and after a nap, i felt fine. It wasn't until midnight I started to feel the pain.. and iv'e been feeling it since. on a nicer note, my computer worked as a distraction from the aches since I couldn't take any more painkillers , and I got to work on my website and surf da web. (I can't wait until I'm allowed my medicine at 8am) I also made a new page for my music tab; Graham Kartna Fan Page

10/25/25

warning for possibly triggering stuff below

feel like such a slob. I want to let myself heal but sitting here all day makes me feel unhealthy- I feel like I need to move. There's nothing wrong with moving and exercise and I should be doing that then sitting here. the pain in my mouth can be pinpointed on my lower left empty cavity. I slept 4 hours last night so I'm tired and want a nap but I'm afraid a nap will destroy my body and make me overweight

nap or pace? sleep or dream? explode explodee. I wanna fill my website with a shit ton of graphics, that'd be fun