4/4/2026

hey ho this is what I say ohh ohh. April 4th 4/4 44 11x4 sqaure root of 1936. wow .
im tired but I dont want to sleep neither do I think I can, thus here I am. Updating my blog and making my first entry for this month. I think I'm gonna add some more stuff to my site but theres a large chance I wont. i dontknow/ my stomach aches. pre calc hell starts Monda.y . Do i script? do i draw? do i code?? do i visiual novel?? shoul I read? I had two cups of coffee today and I'm still tired bro why.

4/5/2026

I've been surfing websites recently and theyre giving me inspiration to make my website cooler.. believe me- I want to but. I have a week's worth of AP pre-calculus to catch up on all on my own cuz my teacher doesn't have any videos for this unit. I also have an essay but whatever, that's easy. I'm worried about being overwhelmed and seizing up like I always do. that'll I'll be unable to get my work done or done well because I'll be stressed out so much I'll freeze. i have like th3e smartest friend ever but I don't wanna ask him cuz he probably doesn't want to help with that+he needs a break from being the Smart Guy. On a different note(do I say that a lot? I feel like I say that a lot), I'm enjoying keeping up to date with the Artemis II crew, is this how people feel about celeberties?? its oober fun. I wanna add somekind of widget to my site that can share space updates and such cuz its all so awesome suace. jeeze look at my rapid teenage moodswings. in about (checks watch) 2 minutes I should start being being full of dread again.

I was gonna end it there but I actually have more to say; did you see what Trump posted today(happy Easter btw)? dude. dude what im crine. why did he say that oh my gosh bruh. whatever man i guess bro..

4/8/2026

Still been surfing sites and such and yeah my site looks so messy and uncool compared to everyone elses. But! That's okay because i like how colorful it looks it's just that I caant help but wonder if I would get more traffic if it looked neater and more streamlined. Maybe I'll do a rehaul of the homepage cuz I want to add some cool javascript stuff like a clock, phases of the moon, image of the day or something. maybe a light mode/dark mode feature.. wait that would be cool cuz I like white backgrounds better than black ones. Not that my main page is black to begin with but it is a dark shade of blue so yeah maybe I can invert the colors and create a lightmode toggle feature. You might be wondering why I ahvent gotten around to doing any of this and that's because im still way busy with catching up on school work. I did get around to creating another music page tho: mgmt
to end off this entry i'd like to highlight an album I was recommended on youtube that was right up my alley. Like Bliss Av dude. fw it so heavy it reminds me of the music I used to listen to and the music i listen to now if it had a baby. It's called Operating Systems by COMPAKT . If I didn't sell it enoiugh, take it from this commenter:

4/14/2026

I have D's in all my classes which is 2 of them. You could say I have double D's. ha ha , Anyway. I got my first C in a term grade too wow so many firsts wow. Wow.. And the school year where I feel 'very depressed' all th etime and the lowest self esteem in a billion years. YAY #awesomesaucesohappydontkillme #letssttoneme #ilobelifeim #im seriouslife isggreatim just complainalot #imissed a weeofschoolandcame back to hell. Yay yay kill me(metaphorically and only for a few hours) yay. Uawa ua . tomaddci life soon. Soon FUCK

4/20/2026

NO TOMODACHI LIFE. MY PARENTS WONT LET ME BUY IT(using my own money too). Dont fret, I'm working for my money by running a $10 for literally anything sale. I got one comm so far which makes me 10 dollars closer to my goal. God Im so stressed, I need to speed this up because i am struggling . whatever man ill kill you man. I like to draw and play but i can only do math and world of production. Need a tutorial to get better. Computer. Computer. Computer make me feel happy. Computer make me feel normal. Computer put up fire walls. Computer please biden blast this guy. Lets all get normal, okay? Lets get normal.